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"Thanks
so much!" "I had always wanted my first time to be nice and something to
remember for a long time, without cringing. But, when I placed my ad, I had never
really thought about anything beyond heavy online flirting. "Boy, I was off,
way off.
"Greg sent me a short message about how cute I was and how
he thought he could help me about the whole 'virgin' thing. I had a few
e-mails like this, but Greg caught my eye! He was 6'4" blonde, and
thought I was a goddess. And he was only 20 minutes away!
"Well, after about one week of chatting and flirting, he asked if we could
meet for dinner! And ONLY dinner! I agreed,
but started feeling very unsure about it, until one hour before
I left. He had sent me a dozen white roses, saying he wouldn't touch me any way
other than friends would.
"When I walked into the nice, down-home cafe, I thought I
would pass out. There was Greg with candles and juice. He stood
up and it seemed all the other women in the room couldn't
believe the fat girl had Mr. Stud. He was so nice and smelled so good.
"He told me the
whole night how perfect I was, and how he thought I had the most amazing
eyes. Things all girls wanna hear!
"He told me he had to head back, but he would rent me a room
because I was tired. I had planned on staying the night, but I
didn't want to tell Greg. He might think I was 'cheap'. "So when he asked me if
I would like a room at a local bed and breakfest, I blushed. He told me
once again that he wouldn't join me there. I told him I had already
had a
room. He thought it was so cute, the way I blushed!
"He took me to my room, carried my bag and held my doors. I thought
he was trying to stay. He wasn't. I asked him if he could maybe come back in an hour and we could
rent a movie pay per view, and he said no because he didn't wanna
'push himself' on me. "I could barely talk
him around. I had never wanted a man so much in all my years of breathing. "I took a shower and was
gonna call it off because of my frog PJ's that most 12 year olds wear.
And I looked like a 12 year old, with no make-up. "But
Greg was early, so I couldn't back out. He brought a bottle of nice wine.
I tried to hide my PJ's, which he loved, and we sat on the bed and watched a scary movie. "The
whole night he hadn't even kissed me, so I was feeling
unattractive and boring, when he reached over and kissed my neck.
I thought I had died and gone to heaven. "He was so tender with me.
He kissed my body and mouth for what seemed like hours and, when we were both naked,
I thought he looked like a young god. He told me how much he wanted me, and
that he would never hurt me. "He
didn't lie. When I finally lost my virginty, I cried, not in
pain but in amazement at how gentle a man could be. We only made love once before he
had to go, but he left me with the feeling of being a woman.
"Greg and I meet each other often. Not as much as we'd
like,.but often.
"And to think, I thought I would only get online flirting!" --
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